Flowers In the Window

Tadada... Tadadada...

Honestly, somehow, I felt my blog is too unsophisticated, childish, and quite vacant. I found my old posts are embarrassing. My grammar was a mess, although I cant say now it’s good but at least it’s getting better, the pictures are jokes, the design looks absolutely immature. And if I compared it other famous blog, I would feel condescended. I was thinking to close this account. Dan ditambah ada yg ngabarin saya kalau orang yg udah sesumbar kesana kemari that she hates me dan udah ngatain saya macam-macam taunyaaa.... KEPO sekali looooh terhadap hidup dan pemikiran saya sampe-sampe ini blog saya diperhatiin :)))) Nah. Saya sih bersyukur banget ada yg mau ngeluangin waktu buat baca-baca blog saya. Thanks ;) But YOU ? Buat apa lagi sih kepo sama orang yg kamu benci banget ini ? Masih belum puas yaaah ngatain saya macam-macam ? With all due respect sweety, mungkin buat kamu saya kelewat gaul, norak, kampungan, menyebalkan, punya bad grammar (sadar diri banget kok kemampuan berbahasa Inggris saya masih jauh di atas kamu, really) tapi pleaseeeeee berhenti dong kepo sama hidup saya... Kalau kamu emang benci, yaudah ngga usah lagi yah dicari tau saya ngapain aja. Saya menghargai kamu, sungguh. Tolong hargai saya juga yah :) Saya cuman kepengen hidup tenang tanpa was-was kalau ada yg bakalan mencela saya di belakang gara-gara baca blog saya. Waktu kamu kelewat berharga lho kalau sekedar kepo sama saya :) 

Ah, case closed deh yah. Saya berharap dia ngga lagi2 kepo-in saya. Many of thanks, Sweety :)

FYI, saya barusan ganti anting-anting. Masih emas putih kaya dulu modelnya aja yg beda. Yg lama patah aja dooong udah nangksring di telinga saya dari kelas 5 SD sih dan rusak hari Sabtu kemaren. Minggunya, saya pergi sama si pacar tapi gak nyadar kalau saya ngga pake anting-anting di telinga kiri :D  Btw, I had a bad night with him. Last night, he's got angry to me for something that...... This. Dia nanya dan saya ngga langsung jawab. Ngeles aja gitu. Ngga taunya dia kayanya tersinggung sama sikap saya. Mad. Boys. Ketika mereka tanpa sadar udah nyakitin kita dengan sikap mereka lalu ketika kita berbalik bersikap sama seperti mereka itu even ngga separah sikap mereka kita, they're still mad, girls. Get it, right ? Mereka emang susah peka yah. Padahal kalau mereka bisa peka sedikiiiit aja ke kita it could be WOW xD  Yah tapi, aku beneran minta maaf yah Dear :) Aku ngga permasalahin kok kalau kamu marah-marahin aku, ngomelin aku, itu lebih baik daripada kamu ngediamin aku terus ketika kita udah baikan aku masih ngga tau kenapa kamu marah sama aku. All I can do for you is nothing but the best, baby :))

Anywaaaaaayy this April I'll turning in to 19 y/o !! Sometimes I feel like..... Oh yes, I'm older than before of course but this is my last year.. Ngerasain jadi orang yg berumur belasan :( Time just flies so fast yah. Semua ngga kerasa. Emmmmm... Kalau boleh berharap.. Saya sih kepengeeeeen banget barang2 ini jadi kado saya hahaha ! Here's the stuffs xD

A Jeep !! I'm begging daddy I said I don't wanna city car, only jeep nd he said YES but mom said NO :( But I'm still fall for it !!

UP by Diana Rikasari. Ada yg mau ngadoin ini, anyone ?? SAYA NAKSIR PAKE BANGET LHO SAMA ITUUU x((

Let's say cheese for polaroid ! Even dad just gave me DSLR last month, tetep aja dari dulu pengen polaroid !

While typing for this new post, I'm listening music too. But for God's sake I keep these one playing on the repeat for 5 times (or more) hahaha. Here's the song...... Stand by Me by John Lennon ! *how I hope someday my boyfie singing it to me hehehe :D*

When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we see
No I won't be afraid
No I won't be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

And darling, darling stand by me
Oh, now, now, stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me

If the sky that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
And the mountain should crumble to the sea
I won't cry, I won't cry
No I won't shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

And darling, darling stand by me
Oh, stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me, stand by me

Whenever you're in trouble won't you stand by me
Oh, now, now, stand by me
Oh, stand by me, stand by me, stand by me

Darling, darling stand by me
Stand by me
Oh stand by me, stand by me, stand by me

Dearest E, I'm not gonna affraid of anything as long as you stand by me, yah. Being with you is the second best place right after being with my family. For me, you are my home too. Tetap disampingku yah tetap ada setiap kepalaku terasa berat dan perlu bersandar di bahu kamu :) Let me for having that best arms by my side :))